Sometimes I feel lonely.
Wanting to go out with no idea what to do or no one to go out with.
I hate these days.

I have people to turn to, but then I think: do I really?
Until I start to believe I have no one to lean to on this earth.
And how sad is that, that a simple thought can affect your mood- your whole day. //

Watching community, and learnt that running these same scenarios is lust; an obsession. Inaccurate, a fear or jealousy
Well, I sort of knew it, it’s just weird to see it on tv. I’m so crazy